So I Have A Lot Weighing On My Mind….

I can’t sleep, so I just thought I’d write a bit instead.

So, this weekend I’m going out to see everybody at Camp. I’m really excited about it. Its gonna be bittersweet, because most of the people I want to see, I won’t see again for a very long time after this. I hope it lasts. Lol. Also, Bobby is going to be there. It’ll be great to spend some time with him, even if it is only for a day. 

But we talked about something tonight that has been bugging me quite a bit. Let me give a little backstory here.

There’s this guy, Ethan, and this girl, Isabella, and they were dating for over 8 months. Then she up and left him for this other guy (The Fierceness). Ethan was heartbroken, and apparently confided in Bobby about this. It turns out that Bobby went through the same sort of thing with a different girl last year (previously mentioned in other blogs here).

So now, there may be a confrontation going on this weekend between “The Fierceness” and Bobby. That’s fine, I mean, somebody has to talk to this guy. He made a douche move. Thing is, there is the possibility a physical fight stemming from this confrontation. I don’t know why, but the idea of that kinda freaks me out. I mean, I’ve always known that Bobby enjoys a good fight every now and again, and that’s alright. But now that it comes to it, I don’t know how I feel about it. It scares me a little. I think that fear of aggression stems from the physical abuse I witnessed and suffered from my dad. I know it’s not the same thing at all, and that Bobby would never hurt me, but still…..

I know I worry way too much. 😛

Anyway, I guess that’s all I was gonna say. You may now return to your regularly scheduled program.



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