I’m lying on my bed at night, staring at the ceiling.
I’m not really sure what’s keeping me awake…
Loneliness or fear?
Intertwining confusion…and doubt…
I want you to hold me,
Just one more time.
And I can feel this darkness
Creeping around me,
Like so many shadows in the woodwork…
Ready to grab me and pull me under.
But I don’t think you understand.
What am I to you?
Am I just your girlfriend? A warm body?
Or something more?
A dream maybe?
Yes, this is a dream.
How else could I explain my hot tears,
Turning into an ocean..
As the vibrations of my phone roar in my ears.
My phone is ringing?
I may be slipping into psychosis..
Pick me up please.
I needed you.