OH. MY. GOSH. *hallelujah chorus*

I want these soooooo badly right now. You have no idea….I’m really freakin hungreh. 


Also, I gotta finish making a map and doing my taxes. And I might be going to camp. 


That’s all for now. 



Some people just make me so freaking mad.

There’s this guy who used to be friends with Laura, but was a jerk to her so she decided not to be friends with her. But now he’s spreading all kinds of lies around about Laura and I. Gah. I hate him. Why do some people just love to make other people’s lives a living hell???

Anyway…that’s all.

My weekend of amazingness and much food consumption.

So, my weekend was amazing. 

On Friday night, I stayed up until 5:30am to wait until Nic and Bobby got here. Basically all I wanted to do was hug Bobby and pass out. Lol. I ended up getting about 3 1/2 hours of sleep. 


Saturday morning (yesterday), we all got up and went to get some breakfast. Funny story: Nic wanted to get some coffee. But he confused the kind you put in the coffee maker for the instant kind, and tried to make coffee with it. So he was just standing there drinking it and he was like “Hmm…this coffee is good…but it’s chewy.” and shrugged and kept sipping it. When I alerted him to his mistake, he made a face at the cup, paused and then continued drinking it. LOL. Yes. Then he decided that it was too gross and poured it out and tried again. Thing is, our instant coffee tastes terrible. So he had a bad experience with coffee that morning. Then he went to make some ramen, and the first time he tried it, he put waaaaaaay too much water in. Second time, it turned into jello basically. So yeah, Nic has bad food experiences at my house. Lol.

So then we sat around watching Dog the Bounty Hunter. Inside joke: Dog is going to get Catscratch DiaBEATus (yes, that’s how you spell it), and grow a Wilford Brimley mustache. Also, our cat was climbing on the table when it wasn’t supposed to, so I pointed at it and said “DIABEATUS!!!!” and right then it fell off the table. Lawl.

So then it was time for Sharon to come over. Thing is, I’m terrible at giving directions. Like, I can only give good directions if I’m in the car with someone. So she went the wrong way and ended up waaaaaay north of us, so she had to turn back around and come back down 144th. Meanwhile, we went to the Gerber’s and got Laura, then went to HyVee to get food stuffz. I felt kinda bad for making Nic drive all over the place to do stuff for us, so I gave him an extra $20 for gas money.

Anyway, so we went back to my place and Sharon was there. Apparently, the cat had been kneading her boobs while we were gone. Yup. Our cat, DiaBEATus Murderfacemurderfacemurderface, is madly in love with Sharon. So we started the pizza that we had picked up at the store in the oven, then sat down and generally lazed around and hung out until the pizza was done. Then we watched Blades of Glory. Lol. One of like two Will Ferrel movies that I can actually stand.

Then we all got bored and decided to go to Hu Hot. So we did, and it was AMAAAAAAZIIIIIIIING! I freaking love Hu Hot. I got almost 3 plates, but I couldn’t finish the 3rd one. I was too full. Whenever I go there, I only get meat and noodles. THAT’S RIGHT, I’M A VEGETABLE ATHEIST! Lol. It was fun though. 

So after that we dropped Laura off back at her house, then went back home. We decided to go on a walk because I felt fat and needed some fresh air. Lol. So we walked around our block. I love walking. We have such awesome dirt roads by our place, and it was really nice out. 🙂 Oh, also, some random creepy car drove by us and stopped in the middle of the road. Then they kept going. It was weird.


ALSO, a CRAZED WOMAN DRIVER tried to kill us with her green car!!!


Anyway, so then we went back to the house. Nic went to bed early, so Bobby and I and the rest of my family stayed up and watched The 12 Chairs. I gave Bobby a letter I wrote, the first of 52 that I’m going to write this year. One for each week of the year. 🙂 Lol so basically we cuddled and almost fell asleep while watching a movie. Then we went to bed. 


Today, I got up at 6am to transfer the laundry from the washer to the dryer. Then I went back to bed. Lol. Then Bobby woke me up again at 7 because we had to leave early. Nic wanted to meet Sharon for coffee. So I showered and got ready to go, and we were off! It was awesome being back at Emmanuel Fellowship again. I know that it’s not everyone’s cup of tea, but that church is just home to me. And it was great seeing everyone again, and actually being recognized for once (we do a lot of church hopping, so usually I just try to blend in with my surroundings and go fairly unnoticed at church). It was kinda a relief, having all these random people I used to know come say hi and be so friendly to me, because at least now I know that they’re not still mad about the whole thing with my parents (long story) and I will be welcome there when I choose to return. 🙂 so yeah, awesomeness. 

After church, we went to Taco Bell and stuffed our faces. Practically everyone was there. It was epic. I’ve missed days like today. I got 3 soft tacos and some cinnamon twist things. Nom nom nom. Sharon gave me one of her tacos, which I stuffed in mah jacket pocket to save for later. Then she and Nic left to drop Nathan off at work, and she lent Bobby and I her car so we could go on a date. Today was our 13 month anniversary. Lol. 

So Bobby and I went to go see the new movie Contraband. It was actually pretty awesome. I decided to smuggle my soda in under my coat on my left side and if anybody asked, I’d just tell them I have a hideous deformed growth. Lol good thing no one asked…XD so I took that in and drank it and ate mah taco. It was nice to get to be alone with Bobby, we hadn’t been able to spend any time alone together the whole rest of the trip. So yeah, we cuddled and watched the movie and it was aweshum. 

Anyway, so after that we went and crashed the Gerber’s place, Nic and Sharon were already back and Laura was there too, so we watched Gnomeo and Juliet and Robin Hood: Men In Tights, and we ordered some pizza. It was an all around epic night. I think my only regret was that it was so nice out, I wish we could’ve gone to the park today. Lol. Oh well. 

So then it was time for Nic and Bobby to leave, so we went back to my place and got their stuff together, my mom fed them some stir fry, we said our goodbyes and they left. 

I hate saying goodbye. Even though I know I will see him again in about a month. *sigh* But, at least I tried really hard NOT to cry, and succeeded. I hate crying, I feel like such a wuss. Lol. But yeah, I definitely felt like it. 


So that was basically it. Oh, and Bobby’s mom just called me to say hi and that she’s sorry that he couldn’t stay here with me. I didn’t even know she had my number! But that was really nice of her, and I feel a little better now. 🙂

Well, I’ve only had about 8 or 9 hours of sleep total over this whole weekend….so I’d better go to bed. 

P.s. here are some pics. 

That is all. NIGHT!!

Something interesting for Sharon.

Sharon is bored. And so I must write something to entertain her.

1. Spoons. Spooning. Heheheheeheh.. 

    1a. Spoons. They’re awesome. I eat soup, ice cream, cereal and much more with them. They’re like little bowls for your hands. They also make good companions. My spoon wears a curly wig. His name is Woodsworth. He may be growing a mustache soon.     

    1b. Spooning. It’s awesome. 🙂 Sharon, remember that time at Lifelight, when we spooned in the sleeping bag? And then you and Kevin spooned on the hammock? Heeheeeeeee…


2. Unconditional love.  

    Does unconditional love exist outside of God? Not in its pure form, no, because unconditional love is perfect love, and             humans aren’t perfect. But I believe that, as humans made in God’s image, we posses a capacity to love that imperfectly           mirrors that of our creator. We may not be able to love unconditionally fully, but we do our best. 🙂 


3. Potato chips. 

    BBQ potato chips are the best thing ever. I want some right now, and some fried chicken. Does this make me ghetto?             Maybe….Lol.


4. Immigration laws.

    …..I hate politics. Basically, they should make immigration easier so people don’t feel like they HAVE to try to come here           illegally. *shrugs* Also, shotguns. 


5. *BONUS ROUND* Mustaches.

    They are an amazing symbol of manliness. http://artofmanliness.com/2008/11/02/20-manliest-mustaches-and-beards-from-facial-hair-history/


Also, when I first met Sharon, she was walking around the church with David Poulson. Cara, Noelle and I were sitting on the floor by the bathroom and as they walked by he was like “Davis, not-Davis, Davis…” She was wearing a baseball hat and for a second I thought she was a boy, until I realized that she had boobs. Lol. YEAH SHARON I LOOKED AT YOUR BOOBS!!!! D: lol jk. But seriously, she almost looked like a boy. But I could tell she wasn’t. 




What do you do, when someone is set on doing something really stupid that could potentially hurt them, and they won’t listen to anyone around them telling them that its a really bad idea? Do you just sit back at let them go?

Blargh. I don’t know.

Nebraska weather is lame. It was nice the other day, then it just suddenly got really freaking cold. @smgcrossfire, I was considering wearing a dress to church but I’d rather not have my legs freeze off. Lol.

Just two more days till Bobby and Nic get here!!!

Also, calligraphy pen ink smells funny.

That is all.

Spring in January!

Dude, its like 67 degrees out today! Its so beautiful, and all I want to do is go to the park and play outside all day with friends until way after the sun goes down. And then drink iced tea and sleep with the windows open. 🙂

You know what I hate though? People who are really young, and are all like “Herp derp, I know psychology, ah can figure you out, ahm so smaaart.” First of all, you’re way too young and inexperienced to have done any real in depth study of psychology. Second, if you really knew psychology, you’d know that not everyone fits their textbook counterparts. You can’t just figure somebody out without actually talking to them and getting to know them. Which brings me to my 3rd point, you can never actually fully figure ANYONE out. You can guess, but you can never be fully sure of what is going on in someone else’s head. That’s the unique beauty of humanity, every person thinks differently than everyone else. Just because two people are similar does not make them the same. The thing about psychology is that it is a guideline to discovering different patterns in thought. But even that is just a guess. You can’t just slap a label on someone and say they’re just like everyone else.

Also, there’s a difference between figuring someone out and understanding them.

Okay…rant over.